Wow

Just wow.. No more falling for crap online.. I'm an honest person and caring..
How come I always get trampled on? Story of my life these days:(

I always talk to the ones that get scared of commitment before we even start hanging out.. I'm just as scared as u are don't you know that? I find very few people I can open up to because I've been rejected so much I can't handle it.. :-/ fml sometimes..


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Caring

Never ignore somebody who really cares for you- someday u my realize that you have lost a diamond - while you were busy collecting stones -
Preet

Very wise words I might say.. People are put in your life for a reason, it should be up to you whether or not they stay there..



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Sigh..

honestly have nothing to say.. The past week or so I've been ignored.. Given the cold shoulder and I'm done trying.. I am one of the sweetest most honest people you will ever meet and don't open up to alot of people.. I am sick of being trampled on when I haven't done anything to anyone but show care or concern..
Guess I should know im better off being single and probably should stay that way instead of getting my feelings hurt everytime I try ..
Sigh..


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Can I take back the last two weeks please? I miss my Cali boy and somehow it seems it's very very quiet between us not like it used to be:(
Wish I could rewind it and make it all better..
Don't know what's wrong but hope it changes soon
:-/


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Mic check one two one two?

So I lay here thinking about how many ups and downs I've had in the past week.. Wow all I can say is I hope the next significant other in my life isn't a flake..
I want someone to make me feel special , to tell me I'm beautiful , someone to lay my head on and someone that will be there for me no matter what..
Guess time will tell..
No more texts from me..
Guess u don't miss me that bad.. Truly sad..
Story of my life..



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So for now I am focusing on a job.. Doesn't matter where but to get to where I wanna be and for me to become happier with myself this is what needs to happen.. So send me positive vibes and hope that something will happen soon..
My Cali guy will be there one of these days and soon I'll be able to send smiles his way


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Apologies from me..

Yes I was ignored when I was married.. I am done trying so hard to make people like me.. I deserve better than that..
I'm one of the nicest people you'll ever meet I'm real ,sarcastic,funny and I used to think beautiful.. I'll get back to u on that part since I haven't felt that way in along time now..
I am sorry that sometimes I care too much and am persistent at times but don't shut me out like I don't mean anything to you..
If you want a good friend here I am.. Take it or leave it.. Don't lead me on don't lie to me and pretend I don't exsist the end.


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