All it takes is one chance to go wrong.. One number two I decided to take fate in my own hands..
This guy I have been dating the past 2 months is totally awesome!
:)





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Open mouth insert foot:-/

Pretty sure I should close my mouth sometimes.
Instead of speaking my mind I tend to get annoyed and say the wrong thing.
Yes to the Cali boy this time.
This time I'm just gonna go with the flow and let fate take over.
Whatever is meant to be will.
Sweet dreams all


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California dreamin

So yes I went to Cali about a month ago.. Did I love it? Hell yes I did..
Met one of the coolest guys ever .. Ever meet someone and wonder how you never got to meet them before? Yes that's kinda what happened.. Nothing less than a dream but just couldn't have asked for a better weekend..
Sometimes it's the little things that matter not exactly how big you so stuff..
However my dreams ended and I'm back in Texas wishing I was at the beach with him .. I guess you do meet people for a reason and people do come in your life for a reason but somehow..
Bam.. It's not the same as it used to be.. All I can do is wish for a moment like that again..
All I can do is dream of having someone that awesome wanna hang out with me again..
Sometimes I wish people knew what they wanted and didn't leave me on a string dangling along.. Guess absence can only make the heart grow stronger when it's both ways..
I haven't met anyone in a long time that made my heart flutter like that .. Make me feel like we were friends and of course when I started to get to know him he's gone away now:( guess ill learn one day not to grow somewhat attached to someone like that anymore..
Until then I might take a trip to Cali and just stay the weekend by myself . I need a vacation from everyone right now. Maybe he will come around .. Some people don't realize how great people are and what's right in front of them..
I'm one of the most loving caring people there is and always will be. I tend to over think and worry a lot but so does everyone.. Everybody has flaws just have to find someone who accepts them.. Till then I'm California dreaming...


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Rain rain

Loving this rain..
Always reminds me of the quote " some
People feel the rain others just get wet..
Bob marley
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island in the sun

finally snatched a job! yay!..
first plan=CALI BABY!
i've missed the beach and havent been to cali since 05' so im long overdue for a trip..
who or where do you ask? well well well.. brother lives in Lake Eilsmore,ca
so thats plan a.
plan B= go to Oceanside,sit on the beach..etc.. and hang out with one of the coolest mofos i've never got to meet.. (JD)
whatever the deal is.. you will be seeing margaritas and waves in my future.. holla!

wow facebook.. wow..

So as I'm scrolling through Facebook tonight a few things come to mind..
Relationship status changes from single to in a relationship .. Please stop with the " I'm in love" bit.. After two weeks I seriously doubt what u feel is love.. Learn the difference between love and LUST!

Also.. I don't care people's sexual preferences , whether you're lesbian,gay or straight.. Please don't "overdo" the gay rights or political stuff.. Serious overkill people.. I'm sure everyone wants to know about politics.. But let us read about our own.. Or write a blog lol

.. Another thing , the cute pics everyone steals from each other from other pages.. Post a couple ,don't over do it.. My whole wall is the same pic over and over..post 1.. not 30..
ALso, one last thing, we all go through tough times with relationships, please dont drag on all week about how bad your life is.. negative brings negative...
30 youtubes a day about how sad you are is seriously depressing.. i've had to click "unsubscribe" all week ..

on a serious note though.. facebook shouldnt be a diary.. it should read like a newsfeed..  so please think before you post..
Thank you :)



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Strep Throat SUCKS!

Day 3: after getting antibiotics yesterday at the doc, im starting to feel better. I've never had strep so i didnt know what pain people were talking about when i treated them in the ER.
OUCH it doesnt feel good. nothing but liquids for the past 2 days and finally had something besides soup and jello last night.
Finally feeling better! yay!
:)

Cold front blew in.. It's 40 or so with 20-30 mph winds..
And I'm snuggling under a blanket and lucky watching "Underworld"
Hope you're all having a good week



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